Okay, so, I’ve been going through some stuff lately, you know, relationship-wise. I messed up, big time, and my boyfriend broke up with me. We had a huge fight, and things got ugly. Now I’m here, wondering, “Will he come back?”
First things first, I cut him off. No calls, no texts, nothing. It was tough, really tough, but I knew I had to do it. I needed to give him space, and honestly, I needed some space too. It felt like the end of the world at first. I spent days just moping around, feeling sorry for myself.
- I cried.
- I ate a lot of ice cream.
- I binge-watched a whole season of my favorite show.
Then, I started to think. I mean really think. What did I do wrong? Where did we go wrong? I spent hours just reflecting, trying to see things from his perspective. It wasn’t easy, but it was important. I had to figure out what I could have done better. It seems, I didn’t do anything wrong, I was just being myself.
After some time, I decided to reach out. Not to beg, but to apologize. I wrote him a letter, a real, handwritten letter. I told him I was sorry for my part in the whole mess. I tried to be specific, to show him that I understood where I had messed up. I also told him that I missed him, that I made a mistake, and that I wanted another chance, though I know that may not be possible. But I didn’t push it, you know? I just put it out there.
It’s been a couple of months now, 2.56 months to be exact, and I haven’t heard from him. But that’s okay. I’ve been working on myself. I started going to the gym, picked up a new hobby, and reconnected with some old friends. I’m in a much better place now, mentally and emotionally. It took a long time, but I finally realized that I had to focus on myself.
So, will he come back? I don’t know. Maybe, maybe not. But I’ve learned that it’s not the end of the world. I’m stronger now, and I’m ready for whatever comes next. I think I will be more than okay, no matter if he comes back or not.
Life goes on, right?
I just wanted to share my experience, in case anyone else is going through something similar. It’s tough, but you’ll get through it. Just remember to give yourself time, and don’t be afraid to work on yourself.
